Monday, March 31, 2008

i've moved.
because this was getting old.
Find me here if you like.


http://raconteurgirl.livejournal.com


see ya.

turned heads on the train, skirt stuck in the door
12:59 AM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

i regret the secrets of my life that I divluge to some people. The secrets, how I feel about certain things, my thought and all that jazz. I just blurt it out in moments were there are those awkward silences, just to fill conversation space. Plus, its a fair exchange. You tell me yours and I give some back in return. Not because I want to, no not really, but because I want you to talk to me.


increasingly, i find that it doesn't matter. because when I leave and go, I enter a very much happier place. The old friends who give me comfort, who never judge me and who love me. And then there's new people that I meet and want to learn and discover more. There are those that are miles away, but honestly care about what's going on in my life. And they are who I want to keep close.


Reading Elizabeth Gilbert's "Eat, Pray, Love" have got me thinking about how to remove the negative and attract the positive. the laws of attraction,they say, work with people as well. i have this new mantra in my head - telling me to keep calm when I want to get angry, to relax and breathe. I don't want to waste my time being angry with you anymore. any of you for that matter.


i'm done being angry.

turned heads on the train, skirt stuck in the door
7:13 PM

Monday, November 26, 2007

for the first time in a two and a half years, i ran.


i mean really ran. not in the "i dream of putting on running gear and running" sense but in real life. i did it. and it felt liberating.


i did it because i'm tired of the heavy jokes, the constant visual attack of the chicks who resemble wooden chopsticks [not the sleek elegant kind, more like the china made half-assed ones. oh-poor-bitter-me. well up yours too.]and the ever-tipping scales. i swear my weighing machine is broken. that's why i stuffed it somewhere where it will never ever see the sun again.


i hate running. even after today, i still hate running. but i'm just doing this because i'm conforming. there i said it. i conform to the world that tells me that i'm fat. sigh. this is why people are sticking their fingers down their throats and eating one carrot stick a day. but hell, its time to see what all the big deal is about about being skinny.


so move over you skinny ________. i'm coming.


on a brighter note, i'm back to blogging!

turned heads on the train, skirt stuck in the door
7:19 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007

lugging a camera bag,a normal bag that's pretty but way too big to handle with the morning rush hour crowd and a laptop sure does get you down. i officially have the monday blues - my life is depressing.


i can just imagine myself this morning, i must have been quite a sight. I was literally wrestling with the camera bag and my earphones that somehow got tangled up with each other. and there i sat, occupying two seats and fighting my way with 3 bags. on a packed bus.


then i get on the mrt and shove everything under the seat. then i get off and block everyone going down the stairs. by then, i was already in the don't-mess-with-me-or-i-will-get-in-your-face mode.


i think i need the divaexpress - to jet around this island.
WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO BE WHERE I AM?!

turned heads on the train, skirt stuck in the door
10:33 AM

Thursday, September 06, 2007

I got the hint people. update already, yes i know.
I have actually tried, before this. But every time that i sit down and type something it just doesn't materialise into an actual post. more like incoherent ramblings. Plus, now that facebook has gotten to be the new "it" thing.


Today, well, today i have something to write about. Something that makes me happy but makes me reminiscent of times of the past.


I met up with Lauren, Priyanka and Shirin today. It has been a long time since we did that - just sit around and hang out. And we do as we do always. Laugh about all our stupid times (man, THEY really did some stupid things. yes, i was the good,sane one that held everything together, i say!), have great conversation and talk about the future.They are my oldest friends - having known Shirin since I was nine and the rest since I was twelve.


i miss you guys. "banging" on lauren (yes, lau as they call it in manipal - here we just call it bitching!), apparently playing "jesus" with pri and shirin the mornings and just being dumb.


but we've grown up now!
cheers to the things yet to come!

turned heads on the train, skirt stuck in the door
5:01 PM

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